 maOuMarch 7th 1985 (Age 23) Female Philippines
Words to live by.
A pencilmaker told the pencils 5 important lessons. First, everything you do will always leave a mark. Second, you can always correct the mistakes you make. Third, what is important is what is inside you. Fourth, in life you will undergo painful sharpenings which will make you a better pencil. And the most important is, to be the best pencil you can be, you must allow yourself to be held and guided by the Hand that holds..
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't, nothing can make him stay. Never let him know everything, he will use it against you later. He's a man, nothing more, nothing less. You should never look for someone to complete you, a relationship consists of two whole individuals. Make him miss you sometimes. When a man always knows where you are and knows that you are readily available, he'll take it for granted. They say it takes a minute to find a special one and an hour to appreciate, a day to love and an entire lifetime to cherish.
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Tuesday, July 03, 2007
After I read Amy Tan's Hundreed Secret Senses, I was so depressed. Mixed emotions actually. I wanna cry, laugh..
July 2, I had 2 shifts.. 12mn for SPQ then 7:45pm that night for my first Service Queue shift.
No one loves me. No one notices me. No one is interested and will ever be interested in me.
- Paul Binondo - wouldn't even acknowledge my presence. During the rave party, I even danced in front of him (embarrassing, just thinking about it) but to no luck, he didn't even make an attempt to dance with me. He'd dance by himself and looking busy observing his surrounding, even though I'm right in front!!!
- Ellie from HBUS - at the floor, our eyes would meet, no biggie. During the rave party, due to alcohol's influence I went straight to him and asked where Ms Abby was, he just shrugged and no further questions from him, so I decided to back off. After the party, we (Virgil, Shem, Ces, Gene, Niz, Cathz) went to expressway and ate. Ana from tranche 8 called Shem and invited him over for more drinks, we 'tailed'. Ellie was there, he didn't even try to make friends with me knowing that we had a common friend. Ops-men owned the house, all of them were in-to Maessie and the other girl.. Bitter!
- No one.. No one.. No one.. No one!!!!
Others..
- I need money for Vincent, Vanessa, Nina, my parents and myself
- I want to.. shit! I have a lot of plans that can't even come true.. Won't come true.. Will never.. I can't even construct something coherent!
Jotted by maOu at 09:17 pm.
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